I haven’t heard from the publisher yet!

Well, I haven’t heard from the publisher that I sent my book to. I have been trying to be patient and I’m getting a little anxious waiting to see what she thinks of my book. I’m hoping that she doesn’t pass on it like the agent did. I know that there is a market for it because I have had people read it that really enjoyed it. I just need to find the right publisher or agent for it. I figure that after 2 months I will send her a nudge to see if she has had time to look at it. I figured that she had several authors sending her their books after that conference.

I think this is the worse part of writing a book, the waiting! I hate waiting fro someone else to read and respond to my work. Everything that you can imagine goes through my head. Is it good enough, do I have any talent at all, should I even be attempting to publish a book. I feel like a fraud sometimes and I am faking writing a book. I want to make it as a writer. I think that it would be fun to make up stories and have other people read them for fun.

Well, all i can do is keep putting myself out there and one day I will find the right agent or publisher and I will get published. I am determined to keep trying until someone sees the value in my writing that people close to me sees, that i see. I just wish my dad and step-father were both here to see me trying to do this. I’m sure that they both would be proud of me and what I’m trying to do with my writing. My step-father was writing a book himself so I know that he would be proud. My dad was always proud of me. Well, I’m going to sign off for now. Happy reading!!!